True Commitment....

 

.....one side of her knew she needed to run as fast as she could but she just couldn't keep runnin from it anymore...she needed to see for herself what he was about....what that life was about....she had found herself going back to it....off and on for 12 years...it was truly an addiction....and this time...after all the back and forth....she had to go full speed ahead....stop thinkin of the negative and work to always see the positive in him....in life...in everything....

....everyone always says you should mk sure you don't have any regrets....mk sure to take chances....love when you have the option to do the opposite....give when you have the option to do the opposite.....but sometime there is no way to get around the sacrifice....in order to love one thing....you must hate another....in order to give to one thing....you must take from another....something must be sacrificed.....

....so much had gone on over the past year and she wanted....she needed to choose her happiness.....she wanted....she needed something for herself.....her focus had been everyone and everything other then what she really wanted and she had to decided if she wanted it by any means or not.....and once she answered that question she had to go full speed ahead toward whatever the answer was.....

....true commitment is so so very intense no matter what your commiting to....so we must remember that and never give up....never give in to the very loud voice telling you to run....cause it will always be there....no matter what....that loud voice will be there....screaming for dear life but you must block it out and go for everything....everything....