Social Loner....

I am the definition of those world...

Most people who have met me or know anything about me don't  believe me when I tell them that naturally I'm an introvert...that I require and enjoy alone time...That I have very...very little friends that I can call for anything at all at anytime at all....

I have been in the hospitality industry for a while now and I truly LOVE it...Love people....Love the power behind meeting new people every day and never knowing how you can change their day...change their life....

My whole mission in life is to be a light to the world....don't get me wrong...I am not always the bright ray of sunshine that I want to be but there is great power behind realizing that as well...there is such power in knowing when your light is dim and needs a little shot of something to renew that light...to renew your spirit.....

Being a Social Loner  doesn't lend well to that.....because of my love for spreading light I now experience or encounter  very few people who realize or even think about spreading light my way....very few think about the times when I need light myself...when I'm low and that's when my loaner side kicks in....

It's almost more of a protection for me....whenever I feel like I'm pulled too thin...when  all those who look to me to help with their light become too heavy.....when I need a good cry...when I just need support, I find that although I support and continue to support allot of different people....there are very few around or again even aware when I need it so I withdraw.....I go to ME....I know my power...I know what I'm struggling with and I know I will listen with compassion...understanding and there will be no judgment.....I know I got ME so ME is my go too....

Don't get me wrong....I know there are others out there...I know that I am not the only one that looks to make the light brighter for the world and has that shot of whatever is needed to replenish..to encourage...to make sure the worlds  smiles shine as bright as a sun that only a GOD could create .....

For those of you out there...Thank You....Thank You....Thank You....

Dedication....UltraLight Beam....Kanye West.....